It's been like 2months plus since my last update, and I can't even get to the hang of it when I logged back on this personal & cosy place of mine, aiks! ><
Well I'll have to think about what to post on it next time, maybe a few days (or even hours :D) later...
heheh, my mind really got stuffed...and seems like I've got nothing to write...
but luckily, it's just SEEMS like...not so sturdy eh? xDDDDD
When is the
last time that U helped someone? Or when is the last ‘thank you’ you have said
to someone else?
Where is
the love that towards each other? The love that we hold on for long, where is
it? Why are we becoming more and more distant from each other?
Where is
the feeling of closeness and care that we ought to have before?
These kind
of unpleasant feelings/moments just got into my head just then, when thinking
about an incident…
A friend
that I met from the Life Game has had enough of these dreadful moments too, for
he had experienced too much…Too much.
He was a
dancer, a hot-blooded one; armed with professional skills and talent that seems
nothing can bring him down. Much older than me, he told me that he himself had
a teenage dream before; becoming a star dancer that will shine brightly on
stage. He added that he once participated in a dance audition + competition
held in KL years ago, the event that will make him a star.
All things
were going smooth, from the practice until rehearsal, and from audition until
the final round of the event. Then something happened just before the final
round that completely taken everything away from him; he was alone facing the
fight of his lifetime in the dark side. All of the sudden he lose all his
confident to dance, he was dumbfounded and depressed; there was no one there
who willing to help and even support him. He even mentioned that it felt like
even God had abandoned him alone to face the crowd; and in the end he gained
nothing but going home with broken dreams. He said that these had been in his
mind for months, and he felt like dying…=(
Fortunately,
he got over it later…and started to hold on to God’s hand again, after a long
long time of struggling and trying to find his way out.
That has
kept me thinking, things would be alright if there was somebody who willing to
just support him, even with a simple “加油” would have make a difference in
his life…
“But if
anyone has the world's goods and sees his brother in need, yet closes his heart
against him, how does God's love abide in him?” -- 1 John 3:17
It’s been a
while, folks…and here I am again, bringing u the latest updated news of what’s
happening in my life, that something…about myself =)
Heheh, let’s
just cut the intro for now, shall we?
Just
celebrated my 19th B’day recently…and for the 1st time I’ve
celebrated my b’day with-OUT my parents and family (没办法, 以前生活过得’太好’/.\)\
But
luckily, I have u God…for u said to me that I shouldn’t be worry and on the
other hand should live with a happy and grateful heart…for following you is the
happiest thing to do, and yes, I was happy…for everything that u have done to
me, =’)
TCF members helping me out for a B'day celebration, yay=)
Edit xia...xD
And again...=.=
真的...很谢谢你们,各位 ;)
也辛苦你了,不过下次记得要冲好凉才做哦xD
Too happy liao, 搞到表情都有一点不太自然/.\
And…just
wanna say that I’m indeed very happy to have u all around…yea U! & my fellow
friends out there busy in taking up responsibility for their life and without fail,
living together with God’s love and grace that keeps them going…
one word to say: worthy ;), being able to work and serve the Lord...
丝毫没有厌倦与烦躁的感觉,感谢主 =)
GIVE ME 5!!! XD~!!!
It's just like all the hard work being paid off, for we have been practicing and meeting for a long
time, as well as the planning of those games,
contacting and promoting of the event (Even though I didn't help out that much, as it always been Lingsong, MeiNing, Huizia, Bryan, Wendy, MeiLing, SengHua, Raymond and Susan plus ah Ngiik there doing most of the work, but still felt sorry for them...=(辛苦你们了~)
It wasn't that easy for them, the committee members @~@|||[Salute!]
But still, I do believe that as long as one really put in tremendous efforts and hope into stuffs that one's willing to do, things usually will turned out well indeed...=) and, I was right again this time
upon
hearing the news from ah Ngiik, stating that 71 people are joining our TCF very 1st ever station game, GIVE ME 5!!!…Woah~Thanks God once again...
During and after the games, I must say that I gained lots of valuable experience and 心得…Thanks God
for everything (weather, programmes, food and drinks, staffs, lecturer, and many more...^^)
Senamrobik^^
lol guang yao so happy ;)
Trying out the games =.=
无聊...-.-v
Prepare-ing
This is it, the spot for game 4 & 5
where we share the exact same spot with LiPin, Meiling and XinJie =)
candid shot...^.<
Blurrr@.@
Next stuff,
我入会啦!!!(peewit~~~!!!)
坚持过,疑惑过,甚至想放弃过,
不过终于,能成为卫理公会的一分子了...
=')
Just wanna be, as close as possible to God…Love Him more than to anyone
else, trust Him(even though still trying, but certainly there is gonna be
progress about it…=))
So tired
man… cannot even walk back to hostel because of that (laoya de body…=.=) and have to ask Josh to ride me back, hahaha xD
But this
time, at least it’s a worth play afternoon for a game…compare to the last two
times when I played (Just played it recently, quite fun de wo…~.~)
First: hen
duo ren o…OoO~ [and a lot of pro pro de player, better than me, I little ‘ka’
nia, haha…]
Second: the
weather is so so so so so~~~~ nice, I thought it would rain for the whole
afternoon just then, but thanks God…It didn’t hahaha^^
Third: my Frisbee
skills, improv-ed dy!!! Hahaha, yea yea yea!!!xD [even though I played 2 match
today and lost for the 2 whole match laa…T.T]
Finally:
Just wanna thanks God for a good and great Sunday, I enjoyed seriously from the
moment when I opened my eyes today, till now… Thanks a lot! =)
Sharing:
The 1st time when I played Frisbee (exactly 2 weeks ago…=..=)
Just started my lectures shortly, which also means getting back to the busy old days when I'm getting up real early than the time I used to get up last weeks (homesick =()
But it's ok, able to be with my friends again...is better than slacking back at home though...;)
Actually, today is my (all the IPG 2011 June intake students) 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!
YES~YEAH~~~OH~YEAH~~~B-)
回想起来,一年前的今天...呆呆的我,在阿爸的陪伴下踏入了这间学院,开始了我的师训生活。。。
而那时的我,心里还积存着疑惑和担忧的心情,不晓得这么做是不是正确的选择...是不是我想要的,
甚至还以为我会像以前一样又中途"下车",逃避。。。
But I didn't, and in fact...I'm kinda love it by the way, it's the path less chosen (since most of my friends said being teacher is their last last LAST choice =.=), the road not taken (literature pulak ~.~)...
Yet I believed, it's the path that God want me to choose, n I'm glad to keep on going...
lololol, daydreaming again (now is night, so should be night dreaming xD)
but here's how it goes,
this holidays, nothing spectacular... Laying and sleeping soundly in my room for most of the time (yikes :S), being a good good boy (helping mum with the chores and dad for being a driver =]), and most of all:
my holiday this time is just, for me to relax... and relax.... and relax.... and more relax......
哎哎哎,又在虚度年华了
-.-v
well, well~ enough for self-blaming... I can still make up for the rest of the week left...right??? o.O
Should be! (yay yay yay ^.^)
been watching some great movie recently,
one word: nice
er...i wouldn't say perfect(since things aren't meant to be perfect =|), but still it's a good movie to watch, seeing Kristen Stewart being able to smile more often than Bella in Twilight really brightened me up (she hardly smiled in Twilight, lol) and THORRR! Chris Hemsworth helping her to fight her way up against the wicked queen (the crow she had is really cool, xD)... Nice twist from the ordinary Snow white, haha
next up, Glee
that is one of their great songs they ever performed, which i thought it was the best...
felt like wanna be part of them, singing and dancing...doing things that they like,
ok la, since I'm back now I think I'm just gonna cherish the every moment I have now and putting it into good use...so gotta sleep 'early' now, ba-bye! =)
talkin' bout goodbye, here's somethin' to share before I do so:
never thought that the Lego I used to play when I was little carry a meaning like this, super lol-ing O.o
But I only remember that I used to complaint bout' its stupid name (Lego loo...)
But whatever laa (whatever again, -.0)
Since I'm a grown-up man alrdy (weiha, man oh O.O), I don't play Lego anymore loo (not even, PC games, really*)
So, my own analysis (kau buat English Studies meh?? lololol) would be:
No more Lego = No more... Let go,
upon hearing this, i realised that this what i myself...lacked
Being able to bring other people to believe in Christ, and to accept and love it... This really depends solely on everyone of us (Christians of course =]) & in order to do this, we'll just have to work it our ourselves...
根基要打好...先把自己装备好...才去带领别人与主和好~~(so many hao~~ ~.~v)
Once u're ready, go forth...
start off with the one that u're close to...
ur family, friends, relatives... and lastly towards the society,
Think again,
hope that I can really do that lo... despite the busy and occupied time, I do hope so...
嗯...看来今天带领的人有做功课哦 jkjk xP
不错的topic, 很适合TCF的主题:"Here am I, send me!"
再说一次,原来如此...啊~!=。=v
fuh~~ 今天这一个post,总共花了2小时++来写完...@.@v
真是的,太多人进进出出辽啦啦啦~~
没有privacy~咯咯咯。。。
看来又要在晚上写咯,或者早早起来写...
害我要写下,遮下,又写下。。。(本大爷的习惯, paisehpaiseh :S)
住宿舍的却是有点,不方便下(就“一点”啦xD)
不过现在,房间也安静多噜。。。
Seng Hua 去富丽华,Raymond go ''bung kang'' (Don't tell him ya, heheh X))
imma really really and REALLY gonna enjoy this short and brief amount of time when i can concentrate on updating my blog, here...
In this place of mine...
for me, to write it out...
something bout' MYself
=]
jiayou laa... Edmund!?!! (so used to that name xD)
April, a month full of surprises, a month where they will be tons of stuffs and adventure awaits !!!
Spiritual growth in Christianity, King Lear, serving (for God of course! xD), piano, dancing, homework, workout... wow~~ [A bit tak tahan sometimes @.@v]
But still, once I took the first step, there's no turning back now... & imma be working my way out till the very end...
千里之行,始与足下
刚开始,是很辛苦的
但只要咬紧牙关,坚持的走下去
并将一切交托与神,
我。。。凡事都能做
加油加油加油~! xD
Well then, Happy Easter to u guys... Have a blessed and happy day, but do not forget that Jesus had rose again for us, after he sacrificed himself again, for us...
It's 22/3/2012, one of the day that was worthy to celebrate... It's the day when I finished my exam~~!! (Forgot the word MOCK, paiseh paiseh lol...)
Now... I feel, so free...
Even though it's only the trial exam but I'm happy grateful enough to be able to concentrate and tried out my very best when doing it... hoho there's nothing for me to regret by now~
REALLY?? (Foochow: Jin di ga di?? lol)
Well, a little bit regret actually /.\~ cos' i didnt study until the last minute especially when I was given a 1-week holiday last week!! aiya~~ Better just go and shot myself to death, haih...
Sorry God, for not being a good boy... I'll try to change myself, harap harap boleh lah... (oh? Speak BM mo...~.~)
Whatever it is, you're beautiful today~! (As always...;-))
Another normal day, staying at home doing nothing but persuading myself to read, read and read…
For the sake of myself, exam, pride and _____ (Fill in the blank, lol)
Apparently nothing happened on a holiday that seems interesting and meaningful for…
Li Siang~~!!! Yup, my best friend B’day today!! (IPG de…=])
heheh... I'm so young and tender by then, oops :X
forgot Li Siang is the main character here, lol lol lol
Nice smile O.<
To Li Siang:
Hey man, thanks for being one of my best IPG friends, thanks a lot for making the 3 of us to believe that we are REALLY the “F4” of IPBL (lol lol lol >.<) I know it’s kinda harsh for u today, since u’re going back there (Living HELL, :S) on ur B’day, but still…
Hope u have a great 19th B’day, and BLAST!!!
Oh yeah, may God bless you and ur family for a safe and happy journey, life journey…;)
To sum up for the closing, I love the feeling of the night sky right now, filled with silvery tiny stars that twinkles quietly; as if they are watching us with curiosity and awe that we too possessed when watching them.
The feelings,
it felt so right… Just like you are ;)
Wo, I'll be REAL happy if I can see this from my window...