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Saturday, 31 December 2011

Epilogue...

The day, before the ends of 2011... 

A great year, filled with variety of feelings and incidents. A year where I truly grew up as a responsible and better person. 2011 is also a year full of excitement where I get to uncover the different side of me, which indeed beneficial to myself. Such that I thought I was a noisy and talkative person but in the end there's a calm and quiet personality hidden inside me. The mourning period of mine had came to an end, soon after I realized
 that I felt for someone, that made my heart pound... Faster and faster~O.O!!!!

But I knew that we can only be friend to each other, that's what she wants for now...

我。。。也不会去强求什么,

因为一个连自己都不疼的人,
又怎能有资格疼爱别人呢??

经过无数次感情不意之后,
我。。。才默默的了解这一点,

在新的一年里,希望自己能做到,
我应该做的事....

Happy New Year 2012!!!! ^_^V!!!!

Put your HANDS UP if u're SINGLE!!! =)
Cheers, for a better year...


END...~.~v

Friday, 30 December 2011

Favourite... =)

Like I said before, I’m gonna post about my favourite stuffs on this post… =)

Firstly,

My favourite songs (Since I’m a music lover… xD):

Bad meets Evil ft. Bruno Mars – Lighters



I remember when I heard it for the 1st time; it just can’t get out of my head. The chorus, rapping, music, and everything. It was indeed a great song to listen to! (Except the those vulgar words rapped by Eminem! xD)

Favourite gadget: 

Beats Solo (White) by Dr.Dre



So in love with this headphone!
Covered in pure white, with their trademark b-symbol and signature red coloured Monster cable, EPIC combination!
Once u put it on, u’ll never want to put it down again. It was like u’ve been brought into the music world, where no one can get in the way. I can only say that it was the best companion a music man ever had!

Then…

Verse (I’m a Christian!):

马太福音 5:16: 你們的光也當這樣照在人前、叫他們看見你們的好行為、便將榮耀歸給你們在天上的父。

Translation:

Matthew 5:16: In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven.

2 words to say, LOVE IT! This verse always reminds me to be good of course, and set a good example so as others can repent and seeks for God’s forgiveness. But still, I may not set a good example sometimes as there’s a lot of flaws in me, I’ll try my best to shine, brighter and brighter!!!

To be continued…. 

Thursday, 29 December 2011

Hello again! =)

Hey, how r u guys??

It’s been a while since my last blog (clearly a few days ago @.@)

But think back, it’s been like sitting on a roller coaster for those days, where tons of incident or stuffs just happened in front of me, up and down……


First of all, I took my JPJ driving test:

Damn slope, I hate you...

A candidate who just passed the test, not me... =.=v


Where it consists of two part, Part I (Slope test, S-parking and 3-point turning inside the institute) and Part II (Road test)

Well, speaking of that u maybe thinking what is my result for that day?? Or did I passed the test? Obtained my CDL license dy??

AIIIISSHHHHHHHH….. Get what I mean?? I failed!!!! *&%$#@%&*(INTERNATIONAL FOUL LANGUAGE =.=)


WHY??? WAE~~???? I did my practice like for a thousand times but why still I can’t managed to get through that stupid slope and end up sliding down the stupid kancil backward in front of the stupid crowd?? Damn** and I cant even get to try my fav. S-parking and 3-point turn (Since I failed the 1st part of part I test), it made me wanna say FFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!


But luckily, I managed to get a pass for my road test, which is the part II JPJ test. Speaking of that, it was really a close call, and phew~
Sigh* Where should I start? Ok, when I got into the Viva(They use Viva for part II test) I stalled the engine the moment I released the clutch(SO laoya o…) aish, not my fault becos the clutch was too sensitive(new car always like that) compared to my instructor’s car, where when I wanna released the clutch and straight to the pedal, it stalled again. I was so nervous and was in a really, really, REALLY! Bad mood since I failed my Part I test, and the hell weather was raining!!! ARRRGGGGHHHHHHHH~~~!!!!! 


Why am I so pissed off? Because…. 
1)I have been waiting for a long long time (Got the backwards no. 11 =.=v)
2)I’ve seen a lot of ppl failed on that day before me, which made me even nervous than before…
3)Before I start my test, the sky was clear and when it was my turn to go for it, it rained!!! But shortly after I failed my Part I test(I dnt wanna mention it again T.T) it stopped, but when it was my turn for the Part II test, it rained again!!!! FFFFUUUUUUUUU!!!

Whatever just stay calm and cool. Maybe it’s still not my time to get a license now; God had its own reason for that. I’ll just have to pray and practice extra harder for my test next time, and I’ll kick that slope’s ass!!! (Slope got ass?? xD…)


Shortly a few days after that unhappy incident, my buddy a.k.a. Lucas Moh came to Miri for a visit, and spent the Christmas day with me, yay!! J
We had a lot of fun that day:

Waiting at Mega's Hotel lobby, spotted a carol performance 

Using different function on my phone's camera...

Nice meal...

Lucas with his DSLR...

Lol fa-hiao...

He was slimmer since I last met him...

Scenic view from the hotel window

Hotel lobby...

Me in the fitting room...

Big Apple,

Blurrr... @.@

Christmas+CNY props in Bintang Megamall

Satays, 

Lemon Chicken rice, 


Have a belated Christmas everyone!! =]

P/S: I’m going to post about my fav. Stuffs of the year on my next post, so be sure to check it out!! Heheh….

Thursday, 22 December 2011

Verse...

约伯记 3:25 因



这个金句发出了重大的警告。长久以来,如果人习惯惧怕一些事,那恐惧!常常竟变为事实。

举例来说,如果失败,不断被失败的念头缠住的话,会制造出当然会失败那样的心理状态。

然而,

必定要成功那种创造性、积极性的要素,会因你的失败主义,从你心里被除掉。

相反的,如果你有信心和积极性思考,便会在自己的周围造成成功、健康和幸福的气氛。


加油, 你行的! =)

Wednesday, 14 December 2011

Saturday, 10 December 2011

精彩过后…

刚刚和家人一起看了我最爱的舞蹈比赛, Astro Battleground <<舞极限>> 决赛.

看到各参赛队伍都很用心的秀出自己最强的一面, 来获得评判们的肯定, 当然还有其他人对他们的肯定, 以便能成为Astro 新一届的舞王.

From then, I realised an important lesson,

这算是现实世界能给于我的提点吧
就是尽力而为, 不是要好, 而是完美!
就像刚才的参赛队伍一样, 即使多么的强,
到最后, 只有一个冠军
而人就是这样的, 只记得第一, 即使第二与第一才相差几分, 但没几个会记得他们

这是就是现实
人生路, 不也是一样吗?
充满着类似以上的“良性”竞争,
能怎么办? 不去努力吗? 逃避?
你,只好硬着头皮走下去比下去。。。

胜利的, 保持下去, 并且也不骄傲自满.
失败的, 不要伤心气馁.
哭闹或大睡一场后,
这世界还在不停的转动,
太阳依旧升起,

这时后, 你就得起来,
从新开始, 一切的一切


Tuesday, 6 December 2011

Oh? 十二月啦???

Hello once again… It’s Dec already, the last month of 2011 wow… what to do?
……………………………….. (Long pause)

Actually there’s no different between Nov. and Dec. anyway, since I’m just there wasting my time doing nothing… sigh*

惨咯,这个假期我都在过着‘非人’生活。每天躲在自己的‘天地’(房间) 当宅男【很帅的那种】,日夜颠倒的过着毫无意义的生活。。。
救我呀… X.X

果然不出我所料,我真的远离了脱离了堕落了

放假前答应过自己的事情,但如今半个假期时间都已过了却还没开始,

答应上帝的事,也寥寥无几

哎哎哎~

真的希望自己能够积极一点

别说为了自己 (自己都那么不听话…),

就当作为了最亲的人,

和上帝

努力点吧,

加油…… =]

Tuesday, 29 November 2011

Monday, 28 November 2011

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Recently, I’ve been wasting ALL my *PRECIOUS*, yet *ABUNDANT* holiday time watching dramas and movies, & I found out that some of those theme songs behind these so called ‘visual story’ (definition from web, forgot the website dy…/.\) is kinda great, so here’s what I gonna do… 
SHARE, the lyrics hehe… (LIKE pls, if U manage to find this blog…X])

First, from Secret Garden (2011 Korean hit drama),

그여자 Baek Ji Young (白智英) – That Woman

A woman loves you.
The woman loves you wholeheartedly.
She follows you around like a shadow every day.
She smiles but is actually crying.

How much longer do I just have to look at you, alone.
This love that came like wind,
This love that is like a sh*t,
If I continue this, will you love me?

Just come a little nearer
just a little bit.
Please don’t step back
I, the one who loves you,
is still next to you.
That woman is crying.

That woman is very shy
So she learnt how to smile
Her heart is so full of tear,
She can't even share her story with
her best friend

That's why, that woman
loved you
Cause you were so like her
another fool.
yet another fool
Please give me a hug before you leave me

I want to be loved, dear.
That's all I wanted
She shouts, just in her heart
just in her heart.
No one can hear her
but that woman is still next you

Do you know that
I am that woman?

You don't do you?

Because you are just a fool.

how much
how much longer
Do I have to love you like this

This love that is like a fool
This love that is like a sh*t
would you love me?

That woman, who loves you
is still next you
and she is still crying.

Well, hows it?? It seems like a sad song, but nice huh?? Its a song describing that a woman, who loves a man, and yet he dont have any idea about this 哎哎哎~~可悲啊~(一把缺爱的叹惜声…=.=V)
It just makes me wanna say:

You, the lucky guy out there… Can’t you see??

A woman loves you. The woman loves you wholeheartedly; she follows you around like a shadow every day. She smiles but is actually crying.

Why wouldn’t you see that??

She’s a good girl, but why wouldn’t you be with her?? She just wanna be with you, that she sealed her broken heart away from anyone else, including me… :’(

No matter how hard I tried, she just won’t give in… Only you can fix that up, only you can make her smile, happily like never before. Only you, will give her the feeling of happiness, why??

Because you were like her, another fool, yet another fool…

So let me tell you, fool…

You’re clearly in her heart, but what’s inside yours??



Lol, too emotional liao… heheh sorry ya*

Well (er-HEM~!) the next song, is based from the Taiwan hit movie, 那些年,我们一起追的女孩 directed by 九把刀 (Famous Taiwanese author/writer). Speaking of this, I must say it’s a nice movie to watch, REALLY! The song pun ok juga, and yet addicting...很久没对华语歌那么的着迷了, heheh paiseh laa… @.@v

胡夏 - 那些年,我们一起追的女孩 (电影主题曲)

又回到最初的起点
记忆中你青涩的脸
我们终于来到了这一天
桌垫下的老照片
无数回忆连结
今天男孩要赴女孩最后的约
又回到最初的起点
呆呆地站在镜子前
笨拙系上红色领带的结
将头发梳成大人模样
穿上一身帅气西装
等会儿见你一定比想像美

好想再回到那些年的时光
回到教室座位前后 故意讨你温柔的骂
黑板上排列组合 你舍得解开吗
谁与谁坐他又爱着她

那些年错过的大雨 (暗喻。。。)
那些年错过的爱情
好想拥抱你 拥抱错过的勇气
曾经想征服全世界
到最后回首才发现
这世界滴滴点点全部都是你

那些年错过的大雨 (又来。。。)
那些年错过的爱情
好想告诉你 告诉你我没有忘记
那天晚上满天星星
平行时空下的约定
再一次相遇我会紧紧抱着你
紧紧抱着你



The next song (waa so many), is my FAVOURITE~!!! [到目前为止…]

WHY?

It’s sung by BRUNO MARS!!

I love his song, almost all of it… etc, Just the way U are, Grenade, Nothin’ on you, Lighters (!) and…
Recently his new song, which is also one the theme song from movie, The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn — Part 1

What’s that?? O.O…

Neh, itu movie got Edward Cullen de ar, peng you…

STILL DUNNO?? Die laa U, jkjk heheh…

Enjoy laa!!

Bruno Mars – It Will Rain

If you ever leave me, baby,
Leave some morphine at my door
Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don't have it anymore.

There's no religion that could save me
No matter how long my knees are on the floor, oh
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I'm making
Will keep you by my side
Will keep you from walking out the door.

Cause there'll be no sunlight
if I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
if I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds,
my eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain,
rain, rain

I'll never be your mother's favorite
Your daddy can't even look me in the eye
Oooh if I was in their shoes, I'd be doing the same thing
Saying there goes my little girl
walking with that troublesome guy

But they're just afraid of something they can't understand
Oooh well little darling watch me change their minds
Yea for you I'll try, I'll try, I'll try
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding
If that'll make you mine

Cause there'll be no sunlight
if I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
if I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds,
my eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain,
rain, rain

Ooooh Don't you say
goodbye, don't just say, goodbye
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding
If that'll make it right

Cause there'll be no sunlight
if I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
if I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds,
my eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain,
rain, rain...

yep, and again it’s a sad song, but I won’t be that emo de liao… What's the meaning behind these songs? Just try to listen and U’ll know,
;)…

Friday, 25 November 2011

Special day... =)

8-10-TION!!(ATTENTION) *Drum rolls*
Tada~! Today… Is my mom B’day!! Woohoo~~~~!!!!xD
CONGRATS! Thanks God, for giving her healthy and cheerful life where she’s experiencing now, thank you so much!!
Well, today it’s my mom XXth(Secret, heheh…) b’day… Despite from being happy for her, I also felt sorry(:’[) for her because I didn’t really prepared a lot for her, it’s like abit less than last year, since that I usually will cook something great for her and dad, with the help of my siblings, but this year erm…
….
…..
……
…….
I was too lazy for that (A ‘Filial’ son, duh…), but I did celebrated her b’day, with the rest of the family members of course, except my e.sis since she’s still studying yet…
Well, as you can see above is that, I bought some delicious cake from Secret Recipe (Note: She loves it a lot!) for her as a B’day cake! Can’t U see how happy she is?? O.o

Forgot it's name, lolz...

Tiramisu...

Caramel cheesecake

Displaying...

Can't U see how happy she is?? [-,-]~~

Even Dad is enjoying, ~.~
不过,随便啦
妈妈,生日快乐哦!
希望你天天都能保持着以往乐观快乐的心情哦,
多多注意健康啊~!
我答应你,我会乖乖的
尽量少惹你生气,
爱你哟!;)

Wednesday, 23 November 2011

Home, where I belongs to...


I’m home, thanks God for a blessed journey, even though it was a hard experience to be, sitting inside an empty (7 orang sahaja, -.-), cold bus which delayed and departed at nighttime and arrived early in the morning, lol... But still I'm grateful for being able to arrive safety and happily...

I was having a great time there in Sarikei, where I found happiness, peace (not much place to go), and laughter (yum-cha with friends heheh... ~.~) there... Thanks to Li Siang and his family, especially his brother who willing to compromise with me, I admit I'm a troublesome guy (Waiha, so humble qu... =.=) and caused some discomfort to them during my stay at their house, but they also willing to help me out *touched* Thanks alot! =)

A small small town...

Li Siang's church (新怀仁堂)

Li Siang's car

Library, opposite the church, (BIG O.O)

Basketball court (No wonder Sarikei's people are so tall... ~.~)

Random...xD


福音车...

副堂...

BIG~~ compound...

Li Siang's mum made it, yummy~~

Li Siang lying there, lazily... xD

Mocha Ice... =)

Shop houses...

Nice view there, taken from the bus terminal... (Decided to use it as the ending pic. of my visit...)

O.K...

Now that I’m home, there’s gonna be a lot of things for me to do, and it’s gonna get really busy now…

But whatever it is, bring it on… As long as it will change me into a better person, I’ll do it!
Yea!!! 


Imma be different, from the past... =]